Do not be so hard on yourself. We all did the best we could under the circumstances, what with Ungus serving penance and all, abandoning us to our own devices. I just hope he is indeed doing penance and not the bottle once again. I learned some lessons in humility this day as well. I tend to be too confident in my abilities and too proud and arrogant. But this day, seeing the brave warrior Mari laying still and cold with her life force ebbing away, I realized I was nothing. So the proud and arrogant Peli, son of a noble Eladrin Lord, was reduced to tears and dropped to his knees. It’s a rare occasion that I pray, but this devastating occurrence just wrenched my innards and I beseeched my God for mercy. It was then that the scroll came to me, and I, blocking out everyone & everything around me, began the ritual to restore our valiant Knight Mari. We have ALL learned valuable lessons this day.
Peli, a humbled Eladrin